I drove to Ohio for my mom's birthday and the first day I got there it was 102 with ninety percent humidity. The next day the storm hit and the power went out.
Well I couldn't very well leave until the power came back on but I didn't expect it to be three fucking days!!
Anyway I'm back and I'm going to load up my blogger for the beach.
I'm going there for Keanu's birthday.
I won't get to see Dogstar , that was long ago but I will go to the Hard Rock and have a drink and think back to that night.
Way back in July of 95.
It was the summer of 95 that the fascination turned into the complete obsession that now defines what happened to me.
I should have gone up to him asked for his autograph and asked him if I could take his picture but I had already had too much to drink and I wasn't sure what I was capable of at the time.
Just seeing him this close my heart was pounding and I couldn't catch my breath.
I was so afraid of doing something stupid and seeing that dismissive look in his eyes that he gets that I just stood there and stared after him and Bret.
Robert was off to the side working some girl and I left before I took a chance on seeing Keanu do the same.
That would have been painful.
Does anyone look back with no regret ?
Cheers , Amelie
