Well I checked my twitter today and it seems Mr. Cusack has joined another section of whatever [ I don't understand this shit ] and you can now reply to his tweets even if you are one of the great unwashed.
I suppose it's a controlled way of seeing who , out there , is interested in what you have to say without putting it on the public account because God knows what people would do given the opportunity.
I am always amazed at the people who go onto sites or whatever because they hate someone and want to say something detrimental. Where do these people get the time ? I can barely squeeze in my Club Keanu and IMDb especially if I'm on this blog because it takes a tremendous amount of my time.
Come on people get outside , look at the sun , breathe and remember what you've got going for you. I digress..
At first I will admit I was so excited. Well now I have a chance to respond to John Cusack. Yes and then what ? Oh well maybe not such a good idea. Just about anything you say will sound like twaddle and then he'll dismiss me as the biggest idjit ever. That would be disheartening.
As someone who lives in their head a lot I have to be very careful not to blur the lines of reality. You know that old saying of never meet your idols you'll only be disappointed. It would be more his reaction to me that would disappoint I believe. I don't usually admire someone until I feel I know their character [ and I certainly don't have affairs with them ] so he's probably the person I imagine him to be. However that being said I don't think he would suffer fools gladly and appearing to be foolish would be my greatest concern.
I did finally send a message on something or other which just said "enigmatic word play " not knowing what that stainmaldonnie was. He either didn't get it or chose to ignore it , either way I was relieved. I'll just watch and see how this plays out. I wouldn't want to lose what we have together and if that means he never knows I exsist so be it. There are very few men out there my type and I don't want to lose an imaginary confidant if I don't have too.
What I have with men like Keanu Reeves and John Cusack is completely unreal to them but have brought me much comfort over the years and though I sometimes get lost in my fantasies of them I hope I'm never far enough out there to ruin what I have now chasing after what I can never have.
Still though wouldn't it be cool to have John reply and not think I was a fecking idjit ?
Dare to dream...... lmao
Cheers , Amelie
