Better not to concentrate of yourself for too long as you will only see the flaws or even worse won't see them at all. While I would like to heal the world I guess I need to start with myself.
That's what this blog is about. I never had a diary , my mother allowed no privacy , so this is it for me. My favorite cousin Vickie started this for me and for that I am eternally grateful. Getting this shit out of my head and putting here is letting me release it from my mind. I'm going to scan some pics of Vic so you can see what she looks like. Visual aids help so much. When did I start talking to this blog as though it were a person ? Maybe instead of being a crazy old cat lady I'll be a crazy old blogger lady.
Last week blogger was having problems and I couldn't log on. I felt a sense of dread of all I had lost and was starting to really get upset when I realized , wtf , I can always start a new blog and the post I make here are so I can get rid of this baggage and move on so feck it , the world didn't end did it ?
I think maybe if I get to keep posting here I'll go back and read what I've written and laugh at myself , then delete every damn bit of it but for now it serves a purpose.
And I thank you , all you wonderful people out there in the dark.....
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One crazy lady recognizes another...
Cheers , Amelie
