I watched both of them and went to bed.
Not to sleep though , after tossing and turning for awhile I took a double shot of NyQuil. It always puts me out for about four hours.
But it makes me dream. Do you dream ?
I usually don't but if I take NyQuil I do.
It puts me under deep enough.
You know I fantasize about other guys sometime, John , mostly sometimes Brendan or James but in my dreams it's always Keanu.
Isn't it strange my subconscious won't let me cheat on Keanu.
My dreams are always about him.
Ever see them in concert ? I did back in 77. They put on one hell of a show.
The energy was great.
Where would I be without the music ?
Damn I've got to get my other computer on line.
All my stuff is in it.
I'm going to put the Cruisers back in and try to get the other one going.
See you later if I get the chance.
How fucking pathetic is it that I'm talking to a blog ?
I've got to get out of this place.
Focus...
Right now I've got to get my computer working.
At least when I'm working on Damaged People I can take the bad stuff and change it around enough that I don't feel like such a victim and completely unloved.
Tim McGraw knows what I'm feeling.
There's a chapter in Damaged People about this song and the completely magical thing Keanu does with it. This is after Brett and Robert are brought into it.
Damn, I need to work on this , gotta go.
Cheers , Amelie
