Well it seems as though I am supposed to send a message on twitter or the account will close. Vic e mailed me this morning and bitched about me not using it so I suppose I need to compose a tweet. What fecking ijit came up with the terms used for this thing. I'm not a toy person. I didn't use a computer until I got a digital camera. My cell phone makes calls and that is all. I don't want the leash of all that crap. Half of the time I don't answer my phone and e mails usually take me a few days. I was never interested in blogging until I saw "Julie and Julia." I love Amy Adams. But I didn't want to do it the way she did , with all these people reading it. When Vic told me about this place and set it up for me I was aprehensive at first but I am rapidly becoming addicted to it.
How do I say what I want to say ? Dogstar is a big part of my life even today. They were added to my permanent playlist years ago. When Winston died Stagger is all that got me thru. I wouldn't be able to meditate today if not for The History Light. How do you tell a total stranger that you feel like you know them because they bared their souls in their songs? Why am I nervous about it? It's just a message but I am so excited by the fact that I can send him one it has me discombobulated. I think I need a beer and maybe inspiration will strike. More likely I will say something lame and moronic but at least I will have done it.
" For all sad words of tongue and pen, The saddest are what might have been."
Cheers, Amelie
