I think the thing I love most about this blog is the fact that I am allowed to say whatever the hell I want without worrying about someone else's opinion of it. If I want your opinion I will ask for it. I don't care if anyone ever reads this because it isn't for you it's for me. Maybe someone will stumble upon it ,unlikely but if you do this is merely catharsis and has absolutely nothing to do with you. This is about me and how I'm trying not to lose it completely.
I've tried a couple of the so called women's issues sites. What a fucking joke. Might as well read a damn Cosmopolitan. I find it hard to believe how empty headed women can be. The young ones all think they know it all of course. God I wish I was as smart as I was when I was seventeen. I fucking knew it all. As I've aged I know less and less. The main thing I take away from those sites is that women will do anything to justify themselves. Remember when people just had kids raised them and lived their lives. Now if a woman has a child it's front page news and she expects to be treated as the only female who has managed to do it. I am probably prejudiced because I don't have kids but it's a choice I made and I live with it.
Truthfully after spending my life watching the lengths women will go to in order to get their way I am disgusted by them. First you have the ones who claim they were too young to know about birth control. If your too young for that your too young to be fucking. These are also the same calculating bitches who knew exactly when they were most likely to conceive. Trapping a man 101. How to force him to be with you whether he wants to or not. Things I have heard women say myself, But he doesn't want kids right now, who cares what he wants , if he wants sex he'll have to pay. Don't worry he'll learn to love it. If you wait until he's ready it'll never happen. All men are any good for is a paycheck. I flush my birth control pills because he checks to see if I'm taking them. I told him I was on birth control when I wasn't but that it just didn't work. Guys are stupid they don't know any better. He wouldn't marry me so I got pregnant.
Then they all pretend they don't. Fucking cowards , at least own up to what manipulators you are. I have never been in a room full of women where they had anything to talk about but their periods, for God's sake get over it already and childbirth. On and on and on and on and on. They never shut up. Yakkety yak me me me.
Sorry for the rant but I was forced to be in the company of a group of women for two hours and I hope I never have to go thru that living hell again. When the subject of the unrest in the east was brought up I made the comment that it sucked because the Formula One season was going to be two weeks later because they canceled the first race. They turned on me like a pack of dogs. OMG don't tell me you actually like sports!!! Only men watch sports not women. These are the same bitches who watch that soft porn crap they call soap operas and all the ignorant morning talk shows too. Save me from the female gender they are vicious bitches. The end result is that all the catty old sluts decided I watch sports so I can please men. These stupid bitches don't understand how little I think of anything they have to say. I watch sports because I like to no other reason. I don't know why they find it so threatening but it's their problem not mine.
The incense is burning and Jonny Lang is on the stereo, glass of wine and into the shower.
The steam will clear my head as the water washes away the tension of the day.
Cheers, Amelie
