I wanted to call him Tucker but since he was given to me by my husband he insisted on naming him Kelso before I even got him.
There are always strings attached whenever he does anything for me. Since he does very little it doesn't always amount to much but I don't believe in naming an animal until I've had them awhile and know their personality.
I think names are really important in the formation of a person.
I mean when you name a kid Mildred or Harvey don't they grow up to be a Mildred or Harvey or just the opposite ?
Ever notice how if a girl is named something she doesn't like e.g. Miley Cyrus well hell , they just change it when they're old enough. Why carry a moniker around like an albatross just because you were named something that doesn't suit you ?
I'm thinking about a new name but I'm not sure what suits me and I have no one I trust enough to ask.
I digress...
Anyway to be fair I compromised and named him Kelso Tucker Pendergast , Tucker and Pendergast are from some of my favorite books but I mostly call him " little man ".
btw the newest books by Preston & Child and Carol O'Connell come out next week so I will be busy reading people who are masters of their craft and whom I admire greatly and yes , envy them their talent.
I really admire creative people , they keep the rest of us poor sods carrying on.
Wow , I'm all over the page today , I'm hoping to get some more of Damaged People on here this weekend.
I started thinking that if I lose it in my writing computer , which I'm having problems with , I've only printed the first few chapters so I'll lose it all if I don't put it somewhere.
I wont print it because I know there's too much chance of my husband finding it , reading it , ridiculing it and ruining it for me.
I played him this song once
When it was over I asked him what he thought about it and he gave me that bored look of his that I get when I'm taking up too much of his time and said
" She sure has a loud voice doesn't she ?"
I guess he didn't get it.
Narcissists are pitiable people but I'm so fucking tired of this prison. It took me forever to realize that by being raised by a narcissist I accepted behaviour that was abnormal and aberrant
but I'm finding my way.
This helps , a lot.
One day I'll lay the whole thing out on a timeline and work my way thru it. Maybe find an answer.
For now what I have in my head and on this blog are mine ,
all mine ,
so I'll carry on.
Blast from the past !
I would give anything if Dogstar had made some videos. I saw them twice but too many young girls kind of spoiled it. It wasn't fair , they didn't get the recognition they deserved but there you have it. C'est la vie.
God I couldn't live without music.
Thank you " whoever " for creating the people who make the music that keeps the world from going insane.
I sent a tweet to Bret Domrose for Christmas. I think it only list new music he's made but that's cool because it's easier to find that way.
I love that I can play these games with twitter and the ones I follow and they never know it.
I only let two people follow me because they know what I do there and forgive my silliness.
I sent tweets to my Bébé of course , knowing he hates that shit and will never use it so I'm safe.
Now Keanu's parent's really gave him a cool name. How could he be anything else than what he is.
Thank you Patric Taylor for giving us your only son.
I also play a game with him where I send emails to Company Films titled " Did you know " then put something trivial and stupid and maybe a pic then send it.
I know it all goes to a spam folder just like the Pendergast emails but it's like I get to communicate somehow.
Come on , how the hell else would I ever get to talk to Keanu Reeves. At least my games hurt no one but me and I need them right now.
Back to my little man , just like kids he preferred the package to the gift and plays with this bag all the time.
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| Everything goes into their mouths |
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| He always draws blood then he has his cream and settles in for his nap |
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| The sweet face you see as they sleep is God's joke on us and it's a good one ! |
I'm still his favorite chew toy !
My mind won't settle , I'm going to do my Falan Dafa and try to meditate. Or maybe get outside , the sun's coming out !
I can only go there in my mind but there ,at least I get to live the life I wanted. Who wouldn't want that ?
Let's all have a play.
Cheers , Amelie
