I had a strange childhood , not to go into details but my best friends have always been books. I've been all over the world and the only way I could have gotten there was thru my books.
I wanted to see the light in different parts of the world. Light is the difference. I may get to yet but it's really something you should do when you're young and it would be nice if I had someone to do it with.When I get down , I go to my loft and ask my friends to help. They always have bless them so I'm introducing them.
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| Even rainy days aren't bad when your surrounded by your friends While I know it's really lame to have books for friends there are worse things I could do with my time , when I start putting on Damaged People you'll see what I mean. I guess all people who read like to think they can write but deep down we know it's not true so we do what I did. I have no illusions of anything being published , hell I don't want anyone I know reading this stuff. I keep my thoughts private and no one knows what goes on in my head. I don't want to get locked up ! My husband says Blue jeans and a Rosary describes me but I think he only means the "All her friends think she's a little crazy part." He says the other parts are true too but he lies. It's only words to him but at least now that I know it's because he's a narcissist not just a complete bastard it makes it a little easier to forgive. I have to learn to forgive so I can free myself. For me that usually means getting him out of my life , I can forgive anyone anything if I don't have to live with them. Can't you ? Cheers , Amelie |
