Well now it seems Blogger has an offer that lets you print your blog as a soft cover or hard cover book.
So if I put Damaged People on here and had it printed then I could remove it and put it away and make it a memory. Maybe then I could get on with my life and do something productive. Write something someone might want to read.
This whole thing started as a therapeutic exercise to help me deal with the whole , life is slipping by and I'm running out of time panic mode. I put a post on here explaining it. I had brief flings with others but Keanu took my heart and he won't give it back. I love it when he does that.
This is a great CD. Part of my shower music tape. ( What music do you listen to in the shower ? )
I'm in a marriage of convenience and have been unhappy for some time but feel the need to do it right so I don't have any guilt or remorse. I've had breakup issues before so I need to be sure I've done all I can to precipitate trouble.
I want to be completely free from it.
I don't believe in having affairs. How could there ever be trust in a relationship that would start that way ?
I know that trust is the most important part of a relationship. All the rest is details because when it comes down to it
" Who's eyes do you want to be looking into when you die"
Anyway the plan now is to print some more of it out and slap it on here. I'm thinking about getting a Dragon speak system so I can finish it up. I mean it's finished but a lot of it's still in my head and not on paper. That way I won't have it floating around because I'm not sure if I could get into legal trouble writing about well known people or not. Plus it would be highly embarrassing if it were to fall into the wrong hands.
I know for now it's safe to post but if someone stumbled onto this blog before I'm gone and reported it or whatever wouldn't a lawsuit be a bitch for this romantic fantasy that evidently has blossomed into obsession. I really think if I had it in book form and could hold it in my hands and know it was there when I needed it I could get on with my life.
Venus is in Pisces until Febuary 9 so now is a good time to get the feelings out.
For now real life is calling and I need to run out and get a few things. Maybe when I get back I can get some more printed and posted here. Well my astrological chart called for me to start keeping a journal and I guess this is it.
At least I don't have to worry about my husband finding it here and ruining it for me.
He really thinks it gives him power to do that. Sad , sad man.
I might be broken but I'm not dead.
Cheers , Amelie
