Wow I feel so great today !
Wanna feel me and see ? big fucking laugh out loud.
I was finally able to meditate well last night and practiced Falun Dafa before going to sleep.
I don't usually get more than four hours or so at a time so when I can sleep five and a half I wake up feeling so fantastic.
Now if only I didn't have to use headphones to listen to my music.
Oh well , not long and it's going to be over and I can do as I damn well please when I damn well please.
So for now...
Now James Brown knows how to get you offa your thing and dance till you feel better. It always works.
Get up off your ass , turn off the tv , computer , video game whatever put on some music you feel comfortable moving to and have at it.
I've got Fred Soll's Honey Amber burning , the sun is supposed to come out today and I have my music , my wonderful , wonderful music.
Life can be so fucking good sometimes.
It's a shame it's always when I'm alone I feel like this.
How cool to share this with someone. Friend , lover ,whatever.
You see my husband didn't know that it wasn't an act with me.
He thought I'd fall right in line with everything , watch bloody soap operas , eat bon bons and wait for Mr. Wonderful to walk in the door every night.
Instead he got me. I think it bummed him out.
If he had been who he pretended to be we would've been a force to reckon with.
No matter how well you think you know someone , you never really know them until you live with them.
Believe me I understand living with me is no easy task but if I could just live alone and have my life the way I want it , I could be happy.
I'm really low maintenance and it doesn't take a hell of a lot to make me happy.
I'm feeling spiritual today.
I can feel the music flowing thru my body and I love that feeling.
One day I'll feel love and it'll flow like the music and roll over me like the waves. The past had a hold on me it can't be denied .
I truly love this soundtrack.
I wore the first one out.
Do you want to feel good ? I mean really good.
Listen to this soundtrack or for that matter watch this movie.
Most of my favorite movies have great soundtracks.
It really is the most important thing.
Ambiance is everything bebe.
A walk on the beach , looking at the stars making love on a blanket , surf pounding , and then lying in each others arms until the sun comes up.
My first husband used to hold me all the time.
He loved sway dancing with me.
This one never touched me unless he wanted sex.
Guess why he's not getting any ?
I mean he is more than welcome to find it elsewhere.
God know I've done everything I can to encourage it.
I wish he would , Jesus Christ I wish he would.
He would let go then and I could get on with my travels.
He's held me up long enough.
It's been the long goodbye.
I will definitely be hitting some Ronnie and Kix today.
My name used to be Brooks too.
Cheers , Amelie
